Trying to live a self-directed life, when you know within yourself that you are
meant for much more...
You have had the carpet pulled from under your feet several times in your life and you always knew to run to daddy. You keep running from the soul surrendering because you have tried it before and slid back into the world, only to have that carpet pulled again.
What is your father trying to tell you? Imagine a huge shift which causes you to question if he is even still around, wondering if he has abandoned you finally. He is there waiting for you like the father of the prodigal son. He is waiting for you to get a clue. He is waiting for ME to get that clue. I cannot continue to run from my destiny.
Have you ever considered that certain things or situations didn't work out because it is not supposed to? Whether it be a job opportunity, a relationship or any form of opportunity that glitters and you become so disappointed? Well sometimes it isn't bad luck it is just that he is protecting you. He knows what lies ahead. Starting over, stripping down and reprogramming the mind, body and soul is a great start to that walk.. it's not an easy transition but it will be worth it.